Just consider that there are better ways to raise the level of your imaging. Better methods to make the most of your potential. Pathways that are less obvious and more effective to offer a better experience to your clients or just to those people who admire your photographs.
When you do not have full control over something, a feeling of insecurity is ready to stop you. Insecurity makes you ask questions and questions make you search for answers. Then, the problem is “Where can I find the right answers?”.